This rage inside me is building and I don't know if it's even for a cause. Maybe I'm over reacting and everything is just missunderstood. Maybe I'm not and everything is way more messed up than I imagined. It feels like right now I'm thinking correctly and now I am reflecting on everything I've done wrong. I have no idea how to fix anything anymore. In my mind everything is crashing down around me and I no longer have anything to hold on to. I thought for once everything was good. That progress was made and maybe it has been made, but this hurts and I'm so angry and I hate having no other release. I wonder if I should even try to clarify this or just fade away and disconnect. Is it worth finding out the truth? Right now a lie is so much better.
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